I could not even imagine how different I would feel. Having grandchildren is like have a child. Only much more so. Now you worry about both, children and grandchildren. Holding them is like holding your own when they were so small. I have been working on a birth sampler for Cayden. I need to get more done. The last one I did was delivered on the 1st birthday of its receipent. I have hopes it won't be that long this time.